im back. im fat. remember me?

I have to come back. I'm fat. Take me back. Please? I've missed you. Recovery isn't possible for me. I have to lose this weight. I've been following you guys from behind the curtains for the last few months. I wanted to come back almost as soon as I left, but honestly I was so ashamed of my fatness that I wouldn't let myself. But I love you guys too much. And I need you all. I've started a new blog (the old one was Ash Cloud) So...if anyone remembers a little blonde girl named ash....she's back.